7 months today

I don't have time to sit and write about philosophical ideas or lifes mysteries. In fact I don't even have times to finish a sentence. But I think it is time i start one of these things.
Lily is 7 months today and is currently playing peek-a-boo with me. she is standing at my feet and she will move her head from in front and behind of the laptop and just giggle at me.
Mostly I'm doing this for two reasons. The first being to keep every one updated just in case they don't want a Facebook account and so that someday, which I'm sure technology will allow, she can go back and read these things.
I was never good at keeping a journal. So we will see how this keeps up. Plus its like the mom thing to do.
Lily is exactly 7 months today and I cannot believe it. It seems like yesterday that I was 18 fresh out of high school with so many ideas and plans. And although my life is so different, I wouldn't trade lily for anything. The road that got her here was hard and painful and at times even now makes me sad, but she truly is a blessing in my life. And I love her so much!!
My time is almost up, she is growing tired of the toys I put out for her, so this is going to have to be short. I would just like to say that I love Lily and all the people in my life, though at times I may be mean and grouchy, if you could look at my heart you would know that it was a different story. I am so grateful for this little mess of sunshine in my life and even now as she is trying to put her little fingers on the keyboard, I cherish every moment spent with her!